me

i feel so insecure
feel so useless
i need to find a cure
so restless
i don't know what to do
or even to think
my head is full of you
and all of my sins
my head is not straight
what have i done
the things that i made
to you that I've done
cry cry cry
every night
oh my
i'm living in fright!
losing you was my last choice
is this a curse? or a second choice?
i need you i love you
and it fucking hurts
to what i have done to you
i'm nothing but a JERK!
i'm on my knees
pleading
wanting to ask for forgiveness
when i know inside u are bleeding

-pandafreak07-

"Friend"

you are my only friend

i want to take you to the end

i will never let you go

as you drink the blood that flow

i'm always the one who is wrong

but yet i'm not strong

always an outcast

alone in the class

no one to talk to 

no one to hold on to

till one day you were there

standing in front of me as i stare

didn't know your heart was fragile

didn't know i could make you cry

i'm a heart broker

with some mental disorder

what was i thinking?

am i the queen?

i'm gonna take a step

until i feel a stab

wasn't thinking

never was

one day it'll be drinking

what i lost

-pandafreak07-

x.x

heart ripped opened,
to pieces it is broken,

i didn't know and i am sorry,
but yet i'm not here to ask for mercy

i know that i am wrong,
and i'm not strong

i take the blame,
as it is all my fault,
i'm seeing an orange flame,
smoke? i thought

i didnt open up to you about anything,
i didnt want u to be thinking twice
am i something?
or am i ur 2nd choice?

hard to say goodbye,
as we just met,
will i cry?,
maybe till i'm dead

-pandafreak07-