no matter how many times i went through a "false alarm" about someone i trust. i keep falling for it all over again. i thank god i had a quick recovery from it. i thought i could trust my bestfriend whom i have feelings for... whom i wrote about recently but he was just it. Just as simple as others are. the one who got away with excuses like "i waited too long and couldn't stand this heartbreak anymore" lol i didn't asak for you to wait nor ask for the high hopes you've given me. HE KNOWS i have a boyfriend HE KNOWS its hard for me to get off the relationship no matter how toxic my relationship is. Why still wait for the impossible? why still grab me away from him? you know what? i couldn't bare to write anymore about this. i'll just leave a song to express how painful it was.
I LOVE HOW
