Thursday 7 May 2015

To The Person I Love The Most

lol i never thought it would end up to be a disaster... idk who the hell is the bitch that make us like this but 'us' ended upon ur request i had no power to say no to your decision i have no idea this could be bad... all i said was you wanted to stop contacting me and kaboom!! this happen.. it went viral that I said i broke up with you when the real thing i said was we stop contacting bcoz of some problems that came up but were still ok... fuck that bitch!!! we had some 'cat fight' on the phone and you end up saying that it is over.. wow that was so unexpected.. i was thinking that i could talk to you and say something that can end the fight but you wanted the hard way so i have to follow what you want so that i wont have to break you even harder. if you could give me time to explain what really happen this would never end up like this i wont be broken same goes to you. anyways thx for giving me hope and teaching me the real meaning of life thx for giving me what i never truly had = love. you are amazing and i wish you could find someone better than me. thx for giving the best bday present of my life.... and when you said i was lying about the promises, i never forget what promise 4ever more i'll wait.. i'll present the best in life... and the worst part i've promised to you is no more suicide attempt i'll keep the rest in my head... i love you and always will. sorry for doing this to you and sorry for making your life miserable