Hi you... hope you read this

Tbh this is the longest relay ever haha i know it seems short to others and might be meaningless in people's eyes... But i know that all the shit we've been through was not a waste as it really change who i use to be... Losing u is my fear... But somehow i have to get over it... It hurts so much to know that i'm hurting u.. It hurts to know that i am killing u from inside... This is my first time feeling loved and inlove...  U mean the world to me.. U are my everything from the beggining till the end... The promises i made will never fade no matter what comes after that.. U conquered me... U impressed me... I am sorry for not being faithful and honest with u... I dont think i need ur mercy on this but i really hope u'll read this... I just need u to understand that it happens out of my bounds.. And i cant seem to handle it myself... And fears start to take over and i did what i should have not... Now i am nobody as i've broke what is really precious to me -YOU-

I really hope this is not the last time i'll see you... Ilysm MASA