Friday 19 May 2017

HERE COMES MY UNIVERSITY LIFE.. #imgettingmydiploma!

it's an exciting news for me coz unbelievably i got my SPM results.. they were not so great but good news! no fails and 6 credits with 2As!!Alhamdulillah i'm so thankful!! (and excited af) yes i know its weird..

"What's so great about getting 2 As and 6 credits? its not like u scored all As"

Oh i know how u feel right now. tbh i'm not a smart student. infact im troublesome most peeps in my class knows how troublesome i am in class coz i dont focus, i dont study, i dont finish my homeworks. all i do in class is either sleep or eat. so how the hell did i succeed? Simple. pray, believe in urself and most importantly ask if u dont know something or simply read extra stuff. one more.. obviously u hv friends right? so they are also helpful af for notes.. u can be lazy af to write down notes (cause i was like tht) but dont be to lazy to take ur time to read and understand them.. i did some last minutes studies. to me i had no hope of passing any of my papers.. i thought i have to repeat my SPM (my parents thought the same thing) but huge thanks to Allah he made my life interesting.. he added suprises for me..

thts what i can tell abt my SPM results. i applied my UPU like sooooo late...(3 days b4 deadline) then i got my interview letter like a day late then the day i should go for the interview. i was havocly completing every single thing i need to complete. then from ipoh to tg.malim was like only one and a half hours coz my dad was freaking speeding. as soon as i got to tg malim, i enterred the exam hall and theres only like 2 hours left instead 3 hours (real-time) the facilitator gave me a chance for me to sit for the test. it was a writing test. the next test was oral test. i had to speak/ tell a story *obviously in english* in front of two lectures. i was shaking thinking tht the test would be super hard and out of my league but i manage to calm myself down and did the test properly! //yeay me!//

but to be honest as i entered the exam hall for my writing test. i lost hope on succeeding the interview. but  Alhamdulillah i manage to get myself into UPSI!!

i know at this moment, my parents will be in shock about me being offered to university. all my life i was told by people around me that i am a loser. i cant succeed in what i'm doing and i'm not qualified to be what i am right now. but  Allah is fair to His people.. my creator, Allah SWT actually gave me the oppurtunity to show to these peeps that i can be whatever i want and i can be successful. i just need to believe in Him and myself.. also my parents..

my message here for you guys is.. dont give up believe in yourself and have hope, also pray for the best thing that u want for your life. its not hard. its not complicated either. its your choice to make it easy or hard for you. you are the remote control of your own life.

last but not least, thanks for spending your time reading my blog.. i love you guys!

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