safe place.

agaknya aku dah takde tmpt tht i can call my safe place dah kut. aq dah hilang semua. cuma blog ni jela yang ada.

my life is literally wrecked.

at times its rainbows and butterfly but mostly it's just thunder storm and lightning.

i want my old self back. the arrogant boy hater emo punk who minds her own fucking business.

penatla nak fikir pasl orang. hakikatnya mana ada yang fikir pasal kita. sakit hati kita, susah payah kita, sape je yang ambik kisah?

i need a safe place. a home. someone in my life who wrecked me up outside but always keep me safe inside.

SONGS

I dont actually understand myself how some song gives so much affection to me. i feel myself going on the right path making the right mistakes and doing the right thing. at a point where music make me feel like its ok to be not wanted by others, it's ok to be where you are now. music makes me feel like, the world isn't as sophisticated as it looks. it's an open world. only a few people would hate you and make fun of you. not all will discriminate you. it's just that we have so little communication with people who will actually understands you. it's sometimes ok to be the outcast you dont have to feel so left out. all you gotta do is live your own world. rock it like no other. trust yourself and do/be what you want. my type of songs which make me feel so fucking free is
1. Avril Lavigne
2. Simple Plan
3. Linkin Park
4. Boys Like Girls

i can list a hell lot more but these are what i love most especially Avie 💓