One day when you read this again, you're gonna look back at all the times u had with your friends during diploma. You're gonna say you miss them so much that nothing can top it. Remember that they were there when you fucked up. They never left you even after you isolate yourself. Murni, people will come and go and it hurts especially when they were so close to you. I know now that you're trying to be cautious with people and i don't blame you for that. Life sucks but your life still matter. You might not be as close to them like before but trust me, they wouldn't want you to take your life for granted. No matter how painful it is, you got this. I know that sometimes its too painful that not a single thing can help you but trust me, those people that is so dear to you wouldn't want you to knock yourself out. One more thing, remember your body is an "amanah" from Allah. Take good care of it. He loves you so much so don't forgot to pray ok? Allah rindu and I'm sure kau pun rindu nak submit to Allah. Igt ya murni, kita ni hanya manusia kecik. Apa yg kita ada semuanya temporary and borrowed. One day, kau kena jugak pulangkan walaupun kau tak rela. Jom start living for yourself? Let's grow up to be the person you've been longing to be ok?
