I'm dumb

Busted. Never thought off getting busted again haha never thougt my dad still hates me never expect my mom said that she'll never talk to me again. I know that i've embarassed my family and nothing can actually turn back time. But the future still can be adjust so let me learn from my mistakes plzzzzz i need the chance that u never gave me i need the trust back again. I want to prove it to u that i'm not a loser that stays a loser but if u says so.. that means i'm always a loser to you. No one is wrong in this prob so don't go and blame MIF even though he ia the one that wanted to talk to me again.. i know when u force me to vow to never have any social acc until the time comes.. u ment by the time i got married by someone u choosed that is when i'll get my 'freedom'. That is rubbish!!!!! Because i don't know that guy is truly a giod person or not and i am not gonna be a slave to someone that i don't want to!!! I really hope u saw what actually happened guys cause if u were there i will never disobey u... i dare to swear...