first day as a university student #tiredAF

So.. this is the thing, where ever you go, if its the first time, they'll have orientation week. (which will torture you like hell)but trust me.. its only for that week. the day i wrote this post is on my second day in U at 6.21 am. and i'm tired!!!!!

as a muslim in malaysia, your sahur will be latest by 5 AM but if your eating with a whole group, u need to wake up around 4 AM. YES!!! I FEEL YOU!! But hey. i dont live with my parents anymore who put me and my siblings as their priority anymore. i need to stand alone. the campus here is awesome! we have all the things we need: swimming pool, archery field, gimnasium etc. my U is soooooooo cool!! the seniors here are also nice too. i got my room near the cafe, yeay.. but i'm fasting.. (for now). my roomate is quite nice. she's a johorian and nice AF!! oh she's also a muslim so yea... anyways, so far i can see that my life here is ok i guess besides hving tht feeling of almost fainting due to my anemia lmao. life as a student here is ok so far same goes as a roomate but i hv trouble with my housemate. i'm not use to new people but i think i'll get along later.

I'm Murni Fazira trying to tell you guys that i'm going through my new phase of life in a new enviroment. An enviroment where i have to leave my family and my boyfriend. all i hope for my whole university life is that i'll get to grad early and further my studies early annnddd finish it early so i can go to my second and third face of life which is WORK AND MY VERY OWN FAMILY.

i think thats all for now.. i had to continue this late due to the programs they hv.. so yea.. bye2 and thanks for reading

HERE COMES MY UNIVERSITY LIFE.. #imgettingmydiploma!

it's an exciting news for me coz unbelievably i got my SPM results.. they were not so great but good news! no fails and 6 credits with 2As!!Alhamdulillah i'm so thankful!! (and excited af) yes i know its weird..

"What's so great about getting 2 As and 6 credits? its not like u scored all As"

Oh i know how u feel right now. tbh i'm not a smart student. infact im troublesome most peeps in my class knows how troublesome i am in class coz i dont focus, i dont study, i dont finish my homeworks. all i do in class is either sleep or eat. so how the hell did i succeed? Simple. pray, believe in urself and most importantly ask if u dont know something or simply read extra stuff. one more.. obviously u hv friends right? so they are also helpful af for notes.. u can be lazy af to write down notes (cause i was like tht) but dont be to lazy to take ur time to read and understand them.. i did some last minutes studies. to me i had no hope of passing any of my papers.. i thought i have to repeat my SPM (my parents thought the same thing) but huge thanks to Allah he made my life interesting.. he added suprises for me..

thts what i can tell abt my SPM results. i applied my UPU like sooooo late...(3 days b4 deadline) then i got my interview letter like a day late then the day i should go for the interview. i was havocly completing every single thing i need to complete. then from ipoh to tg.malim was like only one and a half hours coz my dad was freaking speeding. as soon as i got to tg malim, i enterred the exam hall and theres only like 2 hours left instead 3 hours (real-time) the facilitator gave me a chance for me to sit for the test. it was a writing test. the next test was oral test. i had to speak/ tell a story *obviously in english* in front of two lectures. i was shaking thinking tht the test would be super hard and out of my league but i manage to calm myself down and did the test properly! //yeay me!//

but to be honest as i entered the exam hall for my writing test. i lost hope on succeeding the interview. but  Alhamdulillah i manage to get myself into UPSI!!

i know at this moment, my parents will be in shock about me being offered to university. all my life i was told by people around me that i am a loser. i cant succeed in what i'm doing and i'm not qualified to be what i am right now. but  Allah is fair to His people.. my creator, Allah SWT actually gave me the oppurtunity to show to these peeps that i can be whatever i want and i can be successful. i just need to believe in Him and myself.. also my parents..

my message here for you guys is.. dont give up believe in yourself and have hope, also pray for the best thing that u want for your life. its not hard. its not complicated either. its your choice to make it easy or hard for you. you are the remote control of your own life.

last but not least, thanks for spending your time reading my blog.. i love you guys!