who do you think you are?

listen you are just my ex... don't you remember you abandoned me? if so you still want me whats your proof? or it's my body you miss? don't you ever think that i can easily forget what you did... i may forgiven you but that doesn't change my opinion on you. i appreciate that you like me but is it so true that you really want me back? you come back to me on the wrong time dude sorry but you are my old story that I've deleted and i can't retrieve that now because i don't know how

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Happy new year my blog viewers may this year be the best to everybody :)

dissapointed

why?!! does he really have to treat me this way? i feel so annoyed and disappointed with his attitude. he can't lie to me cause i can know but he really have to grow up!!!. stop treating me like his ex girls or i'll start to make myself single again. but i don't want to loose him cause he seems to be the only guy that ever woke me up from my dream.... he opened my eyes and i started to think right whenever i'm with him or thinking about him. he even saved me from a suicide so i must say that he is my superman. but i am still disappointed with his attitude!!!!

Shit!!

I broke up with my bf 3 weeks ago and i found  another guy a week later. Actually i met this guy on Wechat and we had a bet i said to this guy if u could beat my score in the game of pencil pilot wars i'll be ur gf. And he took the bet. We were only joking around until he really beat my scores. I was kinda surprise bcoz i never thought of meeting a gamer. He said that he won. So technically i was his gf from that moment. I was surprised that he actually treat me like his real gf and i started to fall hard 4 him. We talked on the phone for hours. I never talked that long in my life. Though he was not the first guy i had ever dated but he was sure the last. We love each other so much. I even risk my freedom 4 him. I made a promise to myself not to be the bad old me again and be truthful and loyal to him. I really did it. He changed me a lot. I'm even impressed at myself. Thx so much biy for giving me life, happiness, hope, and most of all love. I started to trust that he would be my 'fast forward'. Though we fight a lot i still love him. Right at this moment i really wish he was next to me. But his not here, and i don't think he even want to be here. Yesterday he was crapping around about death and stuff that i hate hearing. I don't care if he has a heart prob or any sickness. I still want him to be with me. What he said to me yesterday as if he gave up on me. As if i was never there 4 him when he need me. I tried my best to be the best 4 him. But i guess i failed. If he said that he'll be gone so am i. If anything happened it means something.

To my cous and his gf i'm sorry i got into u guys. I really didn't mean it. Pls 4give me. I love you guys. And i love my family to. Bye2 guys :')

I'm dumb

Busted. Never thought off getting busted again haha never thougt my dad still hates me never expect my mom said that she'll never talk to me again. I know that i've embarassed my family and nothing can actually turn back time. But the future still can be adjust so let me learn from my mistakes plzzzzz i need the chance that u never gave me i need the trust back again. I want to prove it to u that i'm not a loser that stays a loser but if u says so.. that means i'm always a loser to you. No one is wrong in this prob so don't go and blame MIF even though he ia the one that wanted to talk to me again.. i know when u force me to vow to never have any social acc until the time comes.. u ment by the time i got married by someone u choosed that is when i'll get my 'freedom'. That is rubbish!!!!! Because i don't know that guy is truly a giod person or not and i am not gonna be a slave to someone that i don't want to!!! I really hope u saw what actually happened guys cause if u were there i will never disobey u... i dare to swear...

see ya

Hi gonna be gone for few more months . I'm gonna miss all of this cause only on the blog is where I tell everything. My feelings, My problems, my crush, and everything else. there is like nobody for me to tell my stories I really hope u guys enjoy what I've wrote on my blog and I hope I won't forget bout my blog.... This is not a goodbye but still goodbye

Livin my life

Hell yeah!!! I love myself . Can't believe i'm actually now understands the word teenager. Since this person got in my life i really understand what is the purpose of life. My life change a lot even my friends said i'm different. I use to be super playful and never concentrate on my work/school. But this person change me because of the person i'm trying to be more mature. I have a crush on him and trying to hide it but i guess it is obvious that i like him.. Trying to lie to myself that i only like him as a friend but i can't... So now i'm trying to throw this feeling away... Btw i just broke up with my boyfriend bcause i think the relationship is super boring. He lives so faraway from me and i never met him face to face. I knew him only from Facebook so it's like not worth it and i'm not sure to trust him or not. Anyways i love my life now and finally my war with my sensei finally ended now we're close again... That's all for now bye see ya'lls laterzzz....