Being the person i am, I hate doing assignments. I don't mind exams or quizzes or tests. I'm just too lazy to bother about assignments but then again, I need them in order to register what I've learn so far. I feel like shit when it comes to group assignments. I will do it but then I get anxious when i complete them. Yes I'm fucking insecure about my work. I feel like what I'm doing is not good enough. I feel like I'm not in the same level with my groupmates. despite the age gap, I feel illiterate and i don't actually like how my roommate keep asking me what work I'm doing cause it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong. I can hear the disappointment in her "ok" or sigh. I know she means well but growing old makes you worry too much to enjoy the little things. Especially when u have bipolar. Sometimes it ok and most of it it's not.
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