I have to agree that the old me is dead but somehow the new me is much more bitchier. The fact that I am now very much aware of how my surrounding work its either I don't give a fuck or I fuck around too much. I'm not here to give fake hopes anymore but sometimes it's fun to watch them beg. I know the old me would enjoy looking at people begging me but now I feel too guilty too face them that way. I am now a grown-ass women and I'm honestly done being bitchy. I just don't know how this would end. I want a happy ending not a troubled unresolve ending. I am growing and I am still trying my best to pick up the pieces and carefully mold them back together. I am trying to heal the old wounds that never left. It's just ridiculous when I looked back. I miss the old days yes but I really have to bury them deep.
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