Been awake since 8am (9Feb26) and now is 5.30am (10Feb26). only ate 1 bowl of maggie today.
This is what i pick up as a trigger respond and why i dont ever want to come back to my hometown.
Some of you might not know the whole story but my "home" is where it all started. Every side on these walls holds memories. Painful dreadful memories. Every smile in this house i see is like a ticking time bomb waiting for it to turn to rage. Istg there was even bloodshed within these walls. My siblings are safe because i am the experiment. Their experiment. Every move i make is wrong every word i speak is unheard. So when you decide to tell me "oh they are family you cant take it that way" you should see how they take me as "family"
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