In my previous post about the boat is about how i feel obligated to stay in the relationship. Today officially I stop talking to him. Sometimes, in a win-lose situation, you need to put urself first and move forward. I find it hard to accept this fate but I believe that there will be a time for me to finally be indulge by the person who appreciate me and my efforts. What should I expect when the relationship is 10-year long and still no progress. I wasted a decade of my time putting hope and faith in him just to see him use me as a scapegoat. I know I'm an idiot. My friends told me the same thing and my ex is not good at communicating which made it worse. He was never interested with getting to know and meet my friends but expect me to accept his friends. He waited every year for his birthday surprise but never celebrated mine (only twice within the 10 years). I was his problem solver even when he cheated. I was his place to whine and be mad at. I was the person he gossips abt his acquaintance but when it comes to mine, he's never interested to listen because most of my friends are guys. So for you who's reading this run when u saw the first red-flag or else, you're gonna get stuck like me too.
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